- (Micah - > Shane): Hi, honey. Miss you. Jax misses you. We need to talk. We can't keep doing this not communicating. We aren't just trying to get you to accept Eri being around. The situation needs to change and we need your input to change it. Please at least talk to us so that we can try. If you want to do it Friday while you're around anyhow you can have people to hit right afterward if you need that. Or whenever you can. Just...please. Talk. Or at least listen. Love you.
(A reply does not come until late in the next afternoon.)
- (Shane - > Micah): We don't really know what there is to talk about. You guys made your decision, and it's not exactly one you can unmake. What are you going to do, kill the gremlin? I'll eat them for you. There's my input.
- (Micah - > Shane): We're not going to kill them. We need to come up with options. Are you really planning never to talk to either of us again? I have at least one plan that involves Eri not being in the house anymore, if that's even the issue. We need to know what you need and what you're doing. Just not letting us know anything ever is making everything harder that could possibly be harder.
- (Shane --> Micah): The issue is that you two STILL give more of a fuck about everyone else on earth than you do about us.
- (Shane --> Micah): It's *laughable* that you're talking to ME about not communicating, like you even give a fuck. Or about us making things harder like we're the ones who fucked life all to hell.
- (Shane --> Micah): I'm pretty sure B is planning to never talk to you again. I'm just planning to stick by her because she deserves SOME family that actually puts her first.
- (Micah - > Shane): No, I'm well aware this is my fault. Or at least started that way. Things with Eri are hard. They're confusing for Spencer. But not having you two is hell on him. And they're terrifying and exhausting for Jax. But not having you two is /killing/ him. Literally killing him.
- (Micah - > Shane): Jax wants you back more than anything. I am going to take Eri and move out. So you never have to deal with them. So that he can have you. He said that he is willing to have me do that if it gets you back. If you'll just...please forgive him. Hate /me/ if you want. I'm the one that started this and the one that is keeping Eri. Just please forgive him.
- (Shane --> Micah): It's okay, trust me, there is enough hate to share.
- (Shane --> Micah): It's not like you put a gun to his head. He made his choice. You both did. You can both live with it.
- (Micah - > Shane): He never would have done this if he thought it meant losing you. We never would have. He picked having you over having me. I don't know how much more he could do to prove to you that you are the most important thing to him. Please just...think about it. You all deserve to have your family back, too. Staying away is denying that for yourselves.
- (Micah - > Shane): You all had a good thing. I messed it up. But I want to give it back. Please...just let me.
- (Shane --> Micah): I have my family already. If she wants to let you she can. I'm not doing anything to make her more unhappy than she already is.
- (Micah - > Shane): Okay. Maybe ze will answer. I'm listening. Please visit with Spence when you have the chance. You don't have to see us or talk to us. But he misses you and this isn't his fault. Thank you for responding. I love you.
(There are no further responses from Shane.)
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